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HIGH
SCHOOL - I went to Pine Crest School in Fort Lauderdale, graduating
in 1976. I was a Freshman when Kelsey Grammer was a Senior.
I remember him performing A Midsummer Night's Dream. My friend,
Paul Opperman, did back flips on the stage. I think I may have played
some trombone for another of his plays but don't recall. I was a
springboard diver in high school, a very good one. My senior year
I was the national champion for the Eastern Division. But I'm certain
Kelsey wouldn't know who I was if you asked him. Another big name
to have attended Pine Crest was Wayne Huzinga, but that was
in the fifties, I think.
COLLEGE
- I managed to get a four year scholarship to the University of
South Carolina for my diving. But I discovered that I was physically
limited in my ability to jump competitively with the Olympic level
athletes. I could only get about 27 inches off the floor, whereas
Greg Louganis, one of my competitors, managed 42 inches.
My abilities quickly reached a plateau. I experienced something
similar with my trombone playing so decided to study music composition
rather than performance arts. It was a daring move since I had never
written much. And it was a poor one as it turned out. Partly I was
lacking talent. Partly I was lacking good guidance. I do wish my
father had pushed me to study computer science or forced me to pick
up a business degree. I don't think I would have regretted it. Computers
were where my talents actually were only none of us knew it yet.
POSTGRADUATE
- The one thing my study of music was good for was the discovery
of God. I can credit Bach for this. Or at least for planting some
seeds. After I graduated from college it was hard to find a good
job. I didn't want to play trombone in night clubs. I wasn't good
enough to play lead. I stunk at ad lib. And I hated noisy smoke
filled rooms. Fortunately, I was well suited for church music. And
just a few years after graduation both my father and I discovered
Christ. He encouraged me to attend a Catholic Seminary, St. Vincent
de Paul Regional Seminary in Boynton Beach. I got a job with the
US Postal Service as a letter carrier and attended the seminary
nights for about five years in the early eighties. I stopped about
eight hours and a thesis short of a masters in theology on account
of a lost final exam and a dispute about the Catholic Bishops assesment
of the US Economy during a presidential campaign season. When I
turned out to be a political conservative, based on my criticism
of their report, the seminary decided it had no place for me. They
no longer offered the courses I needed for graduation in the hours
I could take them and they suddenly decided to make eighteen of
my post graduate hours count as prerequisites. They then pulled
a five year matriculation rule on me. I was forced out.
MASTER
OF ESCHATOLOGY - I married a Protestant in 1990 and together we
converted to Orthodox Christianity in 1992. I completed my Masters
Degree at a small Orthodox Seminary in West Palm Beach called St.
Michael Academy, where I also became an adjunct professor, graduating
in 1995. I programmed their Library and Grading System at that time.
And I also wrote a number of short text books for my students. Although
the Seminary was Orthodox in name, it was untypical. There was a
strong emphasis there on Biblical and personal prophecy. The seminary
itself was called an "Academy of Eschatology." Altogether
my tenure there was more harmful than helpful. My background alienates
me from Protestants because of their preconceptions about Orthodoxy.
And since St. Michael Academy is under the Ukranian Autocephalous
Church in Exile jurisdiction, rather than the Greek, Russian or
Antiochian, it is not respected. Its emphasis on prophecy only increases
this disrespect. The bishop also is married, which is a big "no
no" in their eyes.
PRACTICAL
LEARNING - My computer skills were acquired on my own. I took a
number of online courses and read tutorials as I purchased software.
As well, I came up with a billion dollar invention called "clone
and vary", which I sought to patent in 2000/2001 but didn't
have the money to continue an extension on. I sought funding for
a company I started but failed. I almost pulled off funding from
first year profits but the company grew too quickly and I couldn't
afford to support our development needs. We had over 100 million
page views and hosted over 30,000 web sites that used the new technology.
But I had to run it all from a single server, which was constantly
crashing. I insist that the best way to learn a trade is to put
your entire livelihood at risk. I lost everything I had and now
I feel very old. Thus far in my life, it would therefore seem that
I have failed at almost everything I have attempted. But if that
is the case, why do I feel so rich? It is because I possess a number
of things that money can't buy and a college education can't teach.
This, of course, does not stop me from thinking I may one day complete
a degree in computer science. For now, I am content to work on the
web site you are reading right now until I feel it is finished.
Once it is done, I will demonstrate how the manual version of my
clone and vary technology works by offering components of this site
to others to use (clone) and personalize (vary).
ECUMENICAL
JUNCTION - My wife and I are attending Protestant Churches as well
as the Orthodox Church and occassionally the Roman Catholic Church.
Our primary church at this time is Christ Fellowship in Palm Beach
Gardens. I have always felt that strong lay leadership is needed
as a model for churches. So I suppose it serves me fair that I have
never been able to get a job in a church that paid me a full time
salary. There is probably some truth in my suspicion that each of
the churches thinks of me as too much involved in the others to
trust me. For many, to acknowledge that Christ is in all three camps
is difficult or impossible. Bridges are sometimes lonely places.
And you can see people drawing their weapons on either side. When
you are on one side of a bridge or another it is easy to forget
that the object of our faith and head of our church is Christ.
SUPPORTING
EVANGELISM - If you have a seminary that will take me and would
like me to serve as a paid minister, please, don't hesitate to call
me with your support. It would make more sense to me to be ministering
the gospel than to do courrier work. Of course, even Paul made tents.
But then, didn't he also remind us that we are not to muzzle an
ox while it is on the threshing floor? Alternatively, you could
support me in my ministry of writing simply by clicking on the "donate"
button to the left and making a financial contribution. Donations
will be used for the further development of this site, which ultimately
means evangelism.
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